The problem with eating...

Ok...so I've got a high class problem...

I don't want to eat. 

Like, at all.

I'm actually hungry right now but there is nothing in my house that has tempted me to take the time to cook...so maybe that is the real problem...I want good protein based food and I don't want to have to do anything to get it except open my fridge and pull it out. 

Like LapBand Eats New Orleans BBQ Shrimp recipe.  Go to the link and just look at that deliciousness and tell me you don't want it right now.

I cannot believe I'm complaining about not wanting to cook my food. 

I should be thankful I HAVE food.

But that never really makes me feel better and like I said...I know its a high class problem, but its been going on for a week and that means I've not been getting in enough calories or protein for any kind of sustainable activity...

...and I'm tired...my body is wearing down and I can tell if I don't take better care of it I'll get myself sick or be really crabby with my kids and that makes me feel bad which gets me down...

...you see the cycle I'm starting right now???  Not one I need.

Maybe its stress?  Its so close to seeing hubby for RnR...I am stressed and nervous about that...not about how I look...its just....well...unless you've had your spouse/partner away for extended time its hard to explain how it makes you nervous to have them come back into your life...even if you love them and have missed them like crazy.

Today I've had a cup of Bolthouse vanilla chai (SOOOO GOOD) - it was the last cup in the bottle or I might have had more of that today.

And I cut up apples for peanut butter took one bite of an apple and put it all away in the fridge.  Then I tried some yummy Columbian bean stew my neighbor made me and took one bite and put it all back...

I think I need a menu plan...and lots of recipes I can use a crockpot with so I dn't have to think about it.

Tell me to stop whining about this already.

I am SUCH a lapband diva today.