But...as I sit back and savor my frosty chocolate protein drink I can't help but feel just a little apprehensive about a couple of things...
This is my current list of things I'm just a wee bit anxious about...
1. Anesthesia. Yuck. I had it once...during my c-section with baby boy and it was awful. Awful to wake up from, awful for the continued vomiting, awful grogginess. The stuff is just awful. I was NOT excited to know that I'd be put under with anesthesia.
2. Fill Needles. They are big and scary looking. I don't like needles in general, but big scary ones I like even less.
That thing is a MONSTER.
3. Vomiting. I hear its just one of those things you do often because when relearning to eat after a band you make mistakes and plus you just aren't sure what will "go down" and what won't. But, I hate throwing up. I hate the sensation...
4. Lapband not working. It might sound silly, but what if I'm the .0000whatever% that just can't do it? Wouldn't that suck?
Thats kind of it...when you type it all out suddenly it doesn't seem quite so scary and in fact maybe a little silly. (except the part about the needle)
VERY valid fears. This will take a brand of mental toughness that I know you already possess, though, so no need to worry!
ReplyDeleteHow is the shake thing going? I didn't see the remainder of yesterday's food log . . .
Also, is there a way I can subscribe to get your posts via email so I can see them as soon as they are live?
Yes! I added an email follow link...just put your email address in and I believe you will get email alerts about posts.
ReplyDeleteSecond...I track my food on Sparkpeople so I'll add a daily tracker link after each of my totals for the day. If you want to see exactly what I've eaten today it will be there.